Nothing is, maybe,
deeper than the consciousness where we are to be mutilated in our feelings, but
still stripped out more beautiful images whose doves offered to the rest of the
world. Also odious and ridiculous. But among those, from which I suffer
more, is to see disguising what I loved more. And this image of this woman
which they took from the best of my thoughts to give her the exhibitionist
figure that they impose. I may need the force of my all spontaneous feelings to
keep her youth and her attractions to date on my heart.
Sometimes, I think
that this form of love is not the maid, because in somewhere on the egoistic
features of my behaviour, I am curiously jealous, for them this woman is a
property of their proven behaviours of constraint while for me it is all the
dependence. The falsest way to love?!.
Woman they say! Rather
it’s right a passion which they would her be: beauty of her flesh, sensuality
that she undertakes, taboos which she breaks, her dared behaviour, her ( fake )
indifferent manner, her coarseness coated with softness, as if that a fool came
to whisper in my ear that the art of the words were invented to give the
sufferings to the world.
There, I want well that they feel this difference, I see differently
this woman, this most beautiful adventure that a man could live, a destiny, the
largest stake of the heart, an arena where the man fights against the world of
rough, the sludge where it’s done clean, a sudden passion made of need and
spite, one moment of extreme feelings disorder, the prolongation of my heart,
the black sheep with three heads of which I am afraid, the eternal life.
Maybe I say all that bad things because I lost something, but after all,
shouldn’t I be wary of my acts which, unconsciously, can deceive my thoughts? Did
her know? The man never starts something which he can’t complete!! Don’t know
yet, I’m just a man with nothing to prove... with no time to lose.
Matt Pond PA
– Taught to Look Away (Lien YouTube)
Sufjan Stevens
– The Dress Look Nice On You (Lien YouTube)
Johnny Cash
– Solitary Man
Wilco – WhatLight
France Gall
– Les Sucettes
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